11:28 AM
Gym opens tomorrow.
And Mauren v.2013 will be underway.
3:10 PM
Looking at pictures from May is making me realize just how far I’ve fallen off the bandwagon.
I looked so happy and healthy in all of those pictures.
And now I just feel really, truthfully ugly because I’ve gained (a lot of) weight since then. And I HATE feeling this way. More than anything in the world.
Looking at those pictures is re-inspiring me to get back on track. I think I’m going to do a full introduction re-vamp with the New Year (how cliche of me) but my healthy choices literally start now.
I can’t keep coming back to this dark place, because it’s so hard to get out of.
x
Mauren
September progress - sitting down. I like to do sitting photos as well because I think sitting is the worst case scenario in terms of unflattering positions, and if you can look good sitting down, you’ve pretty much got it made. When you sit, everything spreads out like holy shit. But now, for me, it spreads out a lot less. Getting there.
WOAH
7:54 PM
I am so resolved to lose weight, it’s out of this world.
See you guys on Monday. It’s fucking game time.









